just a bit of advice......


When you fall alone, it's not so bad you get used to it. The fact no one's there to see or care.
Then you fall with someone there... and it's good, for once you don't fall so hard, someone cares..
Then they disappear, sometimes without warning, sometimes without reason, sometimes just because theres someone more deserving in their eyes of being saved from a fall..

Then you fall again, and this time you fall so much the harder and it hurts so much more.

You got used to having someone there to break the fall, for however long or short a time there was someone who cared.

someone to catch you when you fell

Now they've left and sometimes you see them save someone else, and for each time you fall a little yourself. not understanding why it is you who don't deserve to be saved.


Bottom line is, learn to pick yourself up. No one's going to stay around to do it for you